i’ll admit
the people i hang out with now are soooooo different from the people i used to hang out with a few months ago. i think subconsciously i’ve cut a lot of people out of my life and i honestly don’t regret it at all. it’s not like i have any animosity or tension towards them, but i.. don’t prefer to keep them close.
i’m just so goddamn tired of people telling me what to do, what i can’t do, what i shouldn’t do, what’s possible and what’s likely, what’s realistic and what’s normal. it’s annoying. i’ve never been the type of person to hold back or be reluctant about the things i feel or the shit i wanna do. i’m just tired of the judgment and speculation and drama and entitlement. that’s exactly what i would get out of befriending the wrong kinds of people and that’s all i’ve felt the majority of the time i’ve been at ucla. now that i’m standing from a clearer perspective i’m realizing just how pessimistic some people are and i’m so glad i got away from that. i mean people are entitled to act the way they want to but god.. being around that kind of pessimism is so dreary and pitiful. i’ve watched so many people bond through drama and shit-talking and judging people and isolating other people and i’m just.. so.. over it.. like i couldn’t mean that more.. i wanna bond with people because we have the same interests or perspectives in life, or because we have a thirst for fun and excitement and living life, or because we have great chemistry… no more superficial, small-talk kinda shit.. the former is much harder to do and the latter is pretty tempting at first but at the end of the day.. it really doesn’t do much for the soul.
all in all, i think i’m just really in need of light-hearted, kind, easygoing, fun-loving, non-judgmental, courteous, open-minded people. i feel like i’ve been judged waaaaaay too much and at first i wanted to un-do my actions and fix how people saw me, til i realized how goddamn stupid i’d be to try to be what i’m not. the mimi in high school would be so ashamed of that.. lol sooo i stopped trying and yes my circle is a lot smaller, but i’m 124853850x happier now. tis all that matters at the end of the day.
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realized that
it is unfair to compare my body with bitches with fake boobs! lol :(
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it’s peculiar
how i can feel like i’m on a high and falling at the same time…
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touche
- Me: Please tell me you know this song. It's Celine Dion.
- Dan: No, what song is it?
- Me: O_O Omg it's 'Because You Loved Me".. It's SO good what's wrong with you??
- Dan: I'm sorry have you seen Lion King?
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